• New grief needs new expression. One of the most important people in my whole 35 years of life is being buried this weekend, and I can't get there. I’ve run out of tears and screams. . . Even painting was difficult lately, so I’m letting out more grief and confusion through movement, putting form and color to the endless waves of emotions that rise and fade in mourning. Thankful for musician friends to create with. . . “On any view whatever, to say, ‘R. Is dead,’ is to say, ‘All that is gone.’ It is part of the past. And the past is the past and that is what time means, and time itself is one more name for death, and Heaven itself is a state where ‘the former things have passed away.’” CS Lewis, A Grief Observed. . . #movementheals #griefunending #deathofalovedone #performanceart #mourning #trauer #lament #whatwordscannotexpress #modernartist #takeitback #funeraryprocession #icantseeyourfaceinmymind #artisticexpression #burial #CSLewis #agriefobserved #theformerthingshavepassedaway #hemakesallthingsnew
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    New grief needs new expression. One of the most important people in my whole 35 years of life is being buried this weekend, and I can't get there. I’ve run out of tears and screams. . . Even painting was difficult lately, so I’m letting out more grief and confusion through movement, putting form and color to the endless waves of emotions that rise and fade in mourning. Thankful for musician friends to create with. . . “On any view whatever, to say, ‘R. Is dead,’ is to say, ‘All that is gone.’ It is part of the past. And the past is the past and that is what time means, and time itself is one more name for death, and Heaven itself is a state where ‘the former things have passed away.’” CS Lewis, A Grief Observed. . . #movementheals #griefunending #deathofalovedone #performanceart #mourning #trauer #lament #whatwordscannotexpress #modernartist #takeitback #funeraryprocession #icantseeyourfaceinmymind #artisticexpression #burial #CSLewis #agriefobserved #theformerthingshavepassedaway #hemakesallthingsnew
  • This chest is full of memories, of gold and silver tears I'll give you more to own than all of this And I'll give you more than years For you were once a child of innocence And I see you just the same Your burdens couldn't win or lose a thing Oh, I'd tell you once again But you're always on the run . . If you leave I'll still be close to you When all your fears rain down I'll take you back a thousand times again And I'll take you as my own I would sing you songs of innocence 'Til the light of morning comes 'Til the rays of gold and honey cover you In the sweetness of the dawn But you’re always on the run . . . #mourning #silentscream #trauer #takeitback #deathmoth #bluepainting #futureofforestry #lizardking #griefjourney #slowyourbreathdown #oilpaintoncanvas #leipzigkunst #sorrow #valleyoftheshadowofdeath #joycomesinthemorning #contemporaryportrait #deathofafriend #icantseeyourfaceinmymind
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    This chest is full of memories, of gold and silver tears I'll give you more to own than all of this And I'll give you more than years For you were once a child of innocence And I see you just the same Your burdens couldn't win or lose a thing Oh, I'd tell you once again But you're always on the run . . If you leave I'll still be close to you When all your fears rain down I'll take you back a thousand times again And I'll take you as my own I would sing you songs of innocence 'Til the light of morning comes 'Til the rays of gold and honey cover you In the sweetness of the dawn But you’re always on the run . . . #mourning #silentscream #trauer #takeitback #deathmoth #bluepainting #futureofforestry #lizardking #griefjourney #slowyourbreathdown #oilpaintoncanvas #leipzigkunst #sorrow #valleyoftheshadowofdeath #joycomesinthemorning #contemporaryportrait #deathofafriend #icantseeyourfaceinmymind
  • After all is said and done, all of this for you. Anything at any price, all of this for you. . . I utterly ruined a giant painting yesterday, but this one worked out somehow. . . . #nineinchnails #oilpainting #deathmoth #griefprocess #workingitout #trauer #intothegreatunknown #femalepainter #NINlyrics #thehaunting #phlox #mixedmediaoncanvas #imaginarygarden #lament #iseeadarkness #leipzigkunst
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    After all is said and done, all of this for you. Anything at any price, all of this for you. . . I utterly ruined a giant painting yesterday, but this one worked out somehow. . . . #nineinchnails #oilpainting #deathmoth #griefprocess #workingitout #trauer #intothegreatunknown #femalepainter #NINlyrics #thehaunting #phlox #mixedmediaoncanvas #imaginarygarden #lament #iseeadarkness #leipzigkunst
  • Raw grief. Working on my exhibit “Lament” and getting a good dose of it from all sides this year. Performance art preparation turned into good therapy for me yesterday. . . We’ll practice more and see if we get a full performance we want to show. 🤷‍♀️ . . #performanceart #bodypainting #rawgrief #anger #regret #contemporaryart #performancepainting #emotionaloutlet #classicalflute #bloodyknees #sayinggoodbye #forallthatcouldhavebeen #agriefobserved #seeyoulateralligator #kingrichard #beautifulbizarre #getitout #movementismedicine
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    Raw grief. Working on my exhibit “Lament” and getting a good dose of it from all sides this year. Performance art preparation turned into good therapy for me yesterday. . . We’ll practice more and see if we get a full performance we want to show. 🤷‍♀️ . . #performanceart #bodypainting #rawgrief #anger #regret #contemporaryart #performancepainting #emotionaloutlet #classicalflute #bloodyknees #sayinggoodbye #forallthatcouldhavebeen #agriefobserved #seeyoulateralligator #kingrichard #beautifulbizarre #getitout #movementismedicine
  • Silent scream. . . After all is said and done. All of this for you. Remember phlox? You always loved phlox. Rabbit. . . #phlox #moth #grief #paintingdetail #bitternessofdeath #evensofaraway #whereisrewind #arttherapy #griefjourney #abstractpainting #desertlove #godspeed #nineinchnails
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    Silent scream. . . After all is said and done. All of this for you. Remember phlox? You always loved phlox. Rabbit. . . #phlox #moth #grief #paintingdetail #bitternessofdeath #evensofaraway #whereisrewind #arttherapy #griefjourney #abstractpainting #desertlove #godspeed #nineinchnails
  • More art therapy. Got some very painful news this week, about someone I loved dearly. Working out grief in color. . . Since the entire series of work I’m producing right now is titled “LAMENT,” this literally fits right in. Yet another layer of lament, mourning, and grief. . . #2020SUCKS #thelizardking #timelapsepainting #arttherapy #thisistheend #largescaleart #figuredrawing #modernfigure #contemporarypainter #brokeninspirit #leipzigart #ausstellung2020 #artvideo #paintingvideo #mourning #lament #mamasdontletyourbabiesgrowuptobecowboys #texas #thehaunting #grievewell . . Music: mamas don’t let your babies grow up to be cowboys #waylonjennings #willienelson
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    More art therapy. Got some very painful news this week, about someone I loved dearly. Working out grief in color. . . Since the entire series of work I’m producing right now is titled “LAMENT,” this literally fits right in. Yet another layer of lament, mourning, and grief. . . #2020SUCKS #thelizardking #timelapsepainting #arttherapy #thisistheend #largescaleart #figuredrawing #modernfigure #contemporarypainter #brokeninspirit #leipzigart #ausstellung2020 #artvideo #paintingvideo #mourning #lament #mamasdontletyourbabiesgrowuptobecowboys #texas #thehaunting #grievewell . . Music: mamas don’t let your babies grow up to be cowboys #waylonjennings #willienelson
  • Waiting it out. . . Today was a struggle in the studio. 😅 Worked on two different paintings and they didn’t quite progress in the way I had wished. Hope for a better tomorrow! 🙌 . . #workinprogress #arttherapy #leipzigkunst #figurativepainting #figurepainting #oiloncanvas #modernnude #contemporarypainting #largepaintings #femalefigure #vogueparis #waitingitout #expressionismus #studiolife
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    Waiting it out. . . Today was a struggle in the studio. 😅 Worked on two different paintings and they didn’t quite progress in the way I had wished. Hope for a better tomorrow! 🙌 . . #workinprogress #arttherapy #leipzigkunst #figurativepainting #figurepainting #oiloncanvas #modernnude #contemporarypainting #largepaintings #femalefigure #vogueparis #waitingitout #expressionismus #studiolife
  • Working away for the next show! 💪 #oiloncanvas . . Thinking a lot about suffering and lament, and the hope one can have within it. Painting helps me organize my thoughts and better understand what’s happening inside me. Experiencing more deeply Christ’s promises to be with us in and through it all. . . #lament #hopeinthedark #delayeddreams #areyouexperienced #unvollkommenheit #processpainting #intuitiveart #studiopractice #breakingfreefromfear #cultivatejoy #whatdoesntkillyoumakesyoustronger #leipzigkunst #malerin #leipzigart #ivegotthejoyjoyjoyjoydowninmyheart #goldaccents
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    Working away for the next show! 💪 #oiloncanvas . . Thinking a lot about suffering and lament, and the hope one can have within it. Painting helps me organize my thoughts and better understand what’s happening inside me. Experiencing more deeply Christ’s promises to be with us in and through it all. . . #lament #hopeinthedark #delayeddreams #areyouexperienced #unvollkommenheit #processpainting #intuitiveart #studiopractice #breakingfreefromfear #cultivatejoy #whatdoesntkillyoumakesyoustronger #leipzigkunst #malerin #leipzigart #ivegotthejoyjoyjoyjoydowninmyheart #goldaccents
  • Every day I am healing and getting stronger 💪 New paintings are forming as I process and grow. 👏 Thank you for all the love and support! . . These bigger paintings (and plenty of smaller ones) will be in my upcoming solo show in September. Info coming. . . #arttherapy #recoveryjourney #comtemporarypainting #leipzigart #soloshow #exhibitionprep #intuitivepainting #abstractexpression #künstlerin #Malerin #mixedmediaoncanvas #luxuryhomeart #modernluxury #emotionalhealth #femalepainter
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    Every day I am healing and getting stronger 💪 New paintings are forming as I process and grow. 👏 Thank you for all the love and support! . . These bigger paintings (and plenty of smaller ones) will be in my upcoming solo show in September. Info coming. . . #arttherapy #recoveryjourney #comtemporarypainting #leipzigart #soloshow #exhibitionprep #intuitivepainting #abstractexpression #künstlerin #Malerin #mixedmediaoncanvas #luxuryhomeart #modernluxury #emotionalhealth #femalepainter