I stand here and watch the light and plants in my bathroom everyday. 🌿I’ve always seen plants as teachers, you can learn from them if you take the time to be still long enough. every spring the new growth starts and the energy is just contagious. the way they absorb light + water and extend themselves to keep growing, I want to be like that. what seemed like a stagnant form shows new signs of what was being worked on, so much internal work that we as onlookers can’t see. today I was thinking about the places we live, each environment we find ourselves in and call home is also a teacher, and until we’ve grown as much as we can in that place we can’t really move on to a new one or we won’t fully experience each one. much like these plants who will grow to fill their pots with deeper roots and need a bigger space to continue the growth, we too should do the same with our environment 🖤
I usually don’t post dancing photos but if I did it would look like this 🖤 congrats love birds @matymschafer + @cameronschafer
In stillness our hearts become one beat 🧡 these two are getting married today 👏🏼
recently watched heal on Netflix and it was quite good. has me thinking about the interconnectedness of our conscious mind with our physical wellbeing. if indeed our reality is something we’ve projected based on the ideas we’ve claimed as truth then naturally whatever we make ourselves believe we will experience. which also means our reality is kinda just make believe... 🙉 it makes sense To me when our physical bodies, our emotional center and our conscious mind are stuck in negative patterns that it will no doubt effect us on a cellular level, which will eventually start to show up on the outside and telling us to wake the fuck up, what we’re doing isn’t working. It has for me at least, I don’t think healing is a quick fix or an easy “take this pill”. I’m finding it to be more of a day to day struggle, to take one step at a time. to strive for doing better today then I did yesterday. to work on the inner world as much as the outer and to align ourselves wholly to our truth whatever that may be. if you’re interested you should give it a look, your thoughts are welcome! Sharah and I in the river, hard to believe this was our last pregnancy 🖤
National parks are for lovers. or at least hugs at sunset 🖤 what’s your favorite park or one you really want to visit?
sa-tur-daze | i put baking soda in the pancakes instead of baking powder this morning 🤦🏼♂️🤷🏼♂️ let’s just say that was not as tasty as we were expecting. brb while i attempt to redeem myself
I haven’t been very present on social media for the last year. The end of 2017 I closed my wedding books and decided to take a year off as I just felt completely burned and disconnected from myself and what I was doing. I thought I’d be ready to jump back in this year but every time I try to look that way I realize it’s not out of heart lead action. I’m not ready, I might not ever be, I’ve felt kinda wrong for feeling that way. letting go can almost be crippling. but it doesn’t allow for growth because it’s past focused. I have a pull in my heart to keep shooting, not sure what that will look like at this moment but I feel as though I just need to continue the journey I’m on. for now here’s me with a couple Austrians I met in Iceland, and maybe I’ll just start sharing more of the process because that’s really all we are 🖤
what if we’re all trying to figure this love thing out. what if we’re all the same star dust and energy with different external coverings. what if it’s going to hurt through the process, because growth. what if we let go of expectations and our preconditions to sit on an idea that loving someone, for the sake of providing a safe space for them to become their best self, with nothing in return, just the opportunity to do the same is enough... maybe that’s something