My doctor says I might do well on anxiety medications and I really didn’t wanna go on meds at first but then Christina took out her stress on me and it wasn’t even a big deal and she apologized a bunch, but I immediately felt a panic attack coming on and I couldn’t stop crying when I was driving and yeah. She suggested working out and meditating before she suggested meds and I was like “lol I do both” and she was like “k then we can talk about medication :)” and I was like “fuck”
I almost had a panic attack yesterday because my tonsils are swollen and I couldn’t breathe well (still can’t but I’m okay). Plus I was SO TIRED because Christina and I stayed up talking until like 5 the night before and I woke up at 9 or something. And I literally can’t eat anything without it making me nauseous anymore so I have to go to the doctor pero like ugh I really don’t want to.
Christina’s Mom walked in on us this morning and we were like definitely half dressed but nothing was happening other than us cuddling. It was just super awkward bc she just averted her gaze and went “sorry sorry, good morning, sorry sorry, good morning, sorry” and I couldn’t stop laughing
hi guys. welcome back to my channel. idk what to say I love about myself today bc it’s not a good self-love day. I guess my eyes. they’re a good shape and they crinkle up when I smile and apparently it’s cute and ppl think I’m Mexican + Asian bc of them idk I guess. be sure to like, comment, subscribe, and share.