We either give up or give in it's just the matter of perspective and heart. The core strength lies in the point when you want to fight against all odds. She tried in her own way to make me understand how I need to take the stand for her and fight against all odds. I was afraid, I was the just helpless jerk who had no courage to do so. I took the easy way out I gave up. . . [ There are times when we are bound to choose complex stuff in a relationship. When the person with whom you are there needs to know your resolve. Those are the time when you are finally in a position when you think about the relationship more than a pleasing hang around to something which needs from you. These are the moments which takes a lot from you. It's up to you whether you act like a jerk or come out with flying colours. XOXO. Tag your mate which comes first in your mind who have all the strength to fight against odds. ] . . - Sankalp Singh @chasingthought #ChasingThoughts #SankalpSingh
This post is about #TruthBeTold. Thank you @amishabatra @thoughtsonflame @red_ink_dots @sharmeen.lodhi for keeping me in your thoughts and inviting me to share about myself. It's always beautiful to be in someone's thought, isn't it? 😋 . A warm welcome to you all who are going to read about me. I am Sankalp from India. I work in Infosys (IT Company) as a Senior System Engineer for livelihood and yes I love my work. I like writing which you already have come across. Apart from that, I love sketching, doodling, dancing and spending time watching Anime. I can watch my favourite anime for n number of times. Which makes me the ideal parent for future. (Dad loves to watch cartoon you see :P). I have been writing since 2010, Moreover, I started learning about writing in December 2010. After that, there was no turning back. My life revolves around one single person who is very important to me apart from my family members whom I adore. I have many secrets which I keep locked in the bottom of my heart and I have been waiting for the right time and right moment to share that with all. I am selfish & short tempered, to people who are mean to me and I don't hide that. I love to interact with new people and make friends with them. Provided they resonate with my thoughts. I am not a person who keeps a grudge for long against people who did wrong me. I kick them out from my life. No tension, You see. I am not a foodie. I don't participate in outings which has the sole purpose of eating outside. I eat to survive. I am lazy and I spend time mostly in the home because I feel going out is a bit drag for me. Nevertheless, I do go out with a set of people whom I like and I can't say no to. I plan to become a published writer and I hope you will love to read the story which I want to tell. Let's see how my plan is going to turn out. So that was all which came to my mind. If you want to know more about me, feel free to drop specific questions in DM's i will be more then happy to reply to that. . . - Sankalp Singh @chasingthought #Chasingthought #sankalpsingh
( Caption has the full post ) It was always about how well I put down these feelings of heart while being around. For I was just imagining things out of this one-sided charades. Was I too dumb? To see what's not mine and end up giving my all. I hoped this body would make you fall for me, If not emotionally but physically alas. I gave in my love, I gave in my heart, I gave in all that was visible from your naked heart. For I see nothing beating inside. I was foolish chasing the goon and dreams of my willowed heart. Who knew once you were done with my body, You are going to leave this world of mine into obscenity of heartbreak & mistrust. . . [ Do you feel sorry for all the stuff which you did to be the most important person in his life? , Do you often question the instinct and the way you fell in love with the person who just messed up with you? . . There are times when our life takes such a toll that we end up just being guilty about the different instances and kinds of stuff which we did in past. This post is dedicated to all those mistakes which you have done in your past. ] . . © Sankalp Singh @ChasingThought #ChasingThoughts #SankalpSingh ❤ Thank you for the constant support and love which you all drop on my post. This means a lot to me. Have a wonderful day ahead.❤
Help me to hold my thoughts, These silent stares at the wall Quiver my thoughts, Help me to contain this feeling, So that I don't go to bed with a void inside my heart. Teach me how to be patient, Teach me how to shove this emotion off I have been trying to live a life to its content. Why does this hollow grow alas? Do you feel this want, To do something more on this day? Teach me how you satisfy your heart For me, I leave what's left of this day and me To my dreamy thoughts. Wake me up when I am satisfied, As It's just the dreams where I don't hide. . . [ We have this feeling inside our heart where we tend to expect some return from a day. We often don't know about the limits and actuality to our desire and wants. And we end up expecting more from a day in return which we are not able to fulfil. We end up feeling bad about this loss as if there was something which we wanted to attain this very day and we were unable to and we end up feeling bad about it. We go to bed with a heavy heart of not attaining something which we expected from this day. Here is a catch to this and an answer which I wanted to give my teenage self. . . Take it slow There are things we end up expecting from us and we end expecting so much from ourselves we can't really complete in one day. We shouldn't end up with a heavy heart, Instead, we should better plan out our tomorrow to take one step closer to what we want from ourselves. ] . . - Sankalp Singh @Chasingthoughts #ChasingThoughts #SankalpSingh Thank you @red_ink_dots for asking this question to me and inspiring.
Mom, does it hurt? She quivered and asked when she saw the first stains of her life. Who knew it was the demon lurking from the shadows and its going to mock her for a couple of days now as they stigmatized. Whoosh, Baby lets talk, let's talk about it but not in plain sight. Dad's home sweety, I don't want him to hear about your new fight. Umm, Okay. As you say mom, I thought its my body fault, And nothing from my side. . . . [ It sure looks like an exaggerated conversation but isn't it true. Are we really comfortable enough to talk about it ?. Topics like Periods are still a taboo in our society. I can never get a hold of the fact about the way the ground rules of religions have been laid and restricting women from doing certain things while being in a period. I somewhere think that we human have exaggerated many things from timespan to timespan in our own storytelling abilities that there are things today which has become a taboo. I remember when my girlfriend asked me a small thing a few years back? Hey baby, One Question, Can you buy a sanitary pad for me? I was curious why it came like that, I never saw my dad do the same. I saw my mother & sister hiding that into some newspapers or black plastics while buying that. I was still growing on to the thoughts about why its bad? I never knew about it. I said yes, Of course, I can. What's wrong in that. Isn't it about bringing a change on to the thoughts and accepting people the way the supreme one created it. Its just the body isn't it? She was pleased by my answer, She certainly felt she found a right one for her. :) . . The small family of @untwineme.cffl is trying to break the chains of this taboo holding up the society and the way we think about this. Thank you, Arpita ( @poetryweaver ) for inviting me for this. . . - Sankalp Singh @chasingthought #ChasingThoughts #SankalpSingh
If promises were just mean to be broken, Why you have been waiting for so long to torment this heart? To give up on this story which we started long back. You were free to do that before, Isn't it? Or maybe you wanted to check. How much this heart can endure. . . Isn't it true? . We get attracted towards someone and end up doing all kind of promises just to win him/her over and fall in love with us. While we ourself don't really know the depth we can go to keep our words. It hurts when you can't reason a person before dumping. You got issues, That's fine. In that case, you at least got something to hold against the partner. A grudge, a sense of hate that things were not rolling over the way it was expected. But what about when one morning you just wake up after having a beautiful conversation with your partner and you realize that's the last conversation which you had. There are no more message on your phone, no social notification and you are in no way able to contact the person henceforth. What happened? Were you dumped out of nowhere? Silent farewell is the worst to bear with. Because you don't really have anything to hold against it. . . [ That brings to the inference of this post. 1. Don't really portray yourself in form of promises and lies which you can't keep up while falling in love with someone. 2. By any chance, if you are planning to dump a person. Have some guts to do that in person if you can. Reason them why it can't work. Why you want a break from a relationship which was going just fine. If you were able to reason your sane mind. Why can't you reason him/her? 3. Don't do the same stuff with any future relationship of yours. ] . . - Sankalp Singh . . #ChasingThoughts #SankalpSingh
( Read the complete poem in caption ) Remember the last time when you held me in your hands you told me this would last This would last until you want it to end. I have been holding that promise of yours to my heart's content. Remember when you said, Even if no one is by my side You will always be more than willing to be the support of my life. Can you keep the end of that bargain Because baby its just that time when I need you standing by my side Remember you said we are meant to be together for this life. Can you assure me that this love was not just the autumn of my life. . . [ Every relationship goes through this phase of life when you finally have to commit to all the stories you have been telling. When you have to finally stand by her side and make it possible. Because guess what, She has already starting imagining a life with you. . So in case, you are not serious or you are sure you are going to dump her. I would say limit to the kind of lies which you say to win her . Note: This is not gendered specific stuff, So feel free to switch genders in grammar 😛] . . . - Sankalp Singh #ChasingThoughts #SankalpSingh . . . #writingcommunity #writersofinstagram #poem #poems #poetry #romance #artlixirpoetry #avoicefromfaraway #untwineme #bymepoetry #herheartpoetry