• Here I rest 🌞🖤
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    Here I rest 🌞🖤
  • For a lot of the past 24 hours I’ve felt like I’m not really here... a very disjointed and disconnected feeling that I notice in myself whenever things get hard. I guess it’s a coping mechanism, but it doesn’t really make anything feel any easier. It makes it difficult to relate to other people, hold conversation, and also affects how I remember things. I think it’s probably the reason I have huge gaps in my memory - sometimes it lasts a day, sometimes it lasts for weeks or months. Anyway, my day was turned around by a story about goats invading a Welsh town, a cookie delivery from @right_good_kitchen and a video call from @themuncle 🧡 suddenly I wanted to put on a nice dress and loud music. Sure, I still can’t concentrate, but at least I feel a bit more here; a bit more like I’m a real life person in the world. My main point here is to feel whatever you feel and keep looking for the goodness in the world - there’s actually bloody loads of it 🌼 (Dress was gifted last year)
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    For a lot of the past 24 hours I’ve felt like I’m not really here... a very disjointed and disconnected feeling that I notice in myself whenever things get hard. I guess it’s a coping mechanism, but it doesn’t really make anything feel any easier. It makes it difficult to relate to other people, hold conversation, and also affects how I remember things. I think it’s probably the reason I have huge gaps in my memory - sometimes it lasts a day, sometimes it lasts for weeks or months. Anyway, my day was turned around by a story about goats invading a Welsh town, a cookie delivery from @right_good_kitchen and a video call from @themuncle 🧡 suddenly I wanted to put on a nice dress and loud music. Sure, I still can’t concentrate, but at least I feel a bit more here; a bit more like I’m a real life person in the world. My main point here is to feel whatever you feel and keep looking for the goodness in the world - there’s actually bloody loads of it 🌼 (Dress was gifted last year)
  • I wrote a poem last week and posted it to my love, but I wanted a copy of my own to look at during these funny times of being apart. I made a little painty one and stuck it on my wall, along with a couple of little notes to keep me on the right track 🤘🏼
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    I wrote a poem last week and posted it to my love, but I wanted a copy of my own to look at during these funny times of being apart. I made a little painty one and stuck it on my wall, along with a couple of little notes to keep me on the right track 🤘🏼
  • I really appreciate this little space and the blue skies and this little creature today 🌞 Haven’t been able to concentrate at all today - but that’s okay. We’re all going through a lot, and we need to be gentle with ourselves 💛 Tell me what you’re appreciating today, if you like! Let’s keep the positivity up 🌼
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    I really appreciate this little space and the blue skies and this little creature today 🌞 Haven’t been able to concentrate at all today - but that’s okay. We’re all going through a lot, and we need to be gentle with ourselves 💛 Tell me what you’re appreciating today, if you like! Let’s keep the positivity up 🌼
  • Let’s play “3 things I’m grateful for today” 🌞 • starting the day with video calls • the beautiful spring sunshine • not being back in my overdraft (...yet) Now it’s your go! 🌸
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    Let’s play “3 things I’m grateful for today” 🌞 • starting the day with video calls • the beautiful spring sunshine • not being back in my overdraft (...yet) Now it’s your go! 🌸
  • Quiet days indoors, wearing my finest with nowhere to go 🌼
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    Quiet days indoors, wearing my finest with nowhere to go 🌼
  • Already missing eating out in this lovely, kind city! Making a list in my head of all the fun things we’ll do and the indie places we’ll visit when we can 🌸 Photos from Sarah’s birthday, when I was so tired I thought I’d die, and @lilydoughball treated us to some amazing food for a job she was doing! 💜
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    Already missing eating out in this lovely, kind city! Making a list in my head of all the fun things we’ll do and the indie places we’ll visit when we can 🌸 Photos from Sarah’s birthday, when I was so tired I thought I’d die, and @lilydoughball treated us to some amazing food for a job she was doing! 💜