• As of tonight I am logging off social media for the week. My babes only go to school Monday/Tuesday & Dan has the week off from school so I am going to soak in all the family time! I want to take this week off & reflect on all the things we have to be thankful for! 2020 has been whack but if we look, we can find the JOY in it! I’m thankful for each one of you & hope your families have such a sweet Thanksgiving! Love y’all! 🥰
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    As of tonight I am logging off social media for the week. My babes only go to school Monday/Tuesday & Dan has the week off from school so I am going to soak in all the family time! I want to take this week off & reflect on all the things we have to be thankful for! 2020 has been whack but if we look, we can find the JOY in it! I’m thankful for each one of you & hope your families have such a sweet Thanksgiving! Love y’all! 🥰
  • This girl. You can see the light of Jesus shine right through her. She has a heart of gold. She loves helping others. And she always thinks of others before herself. My sweet Millie Jo ❤️
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    This girl. You can see the light of Jesus shine right through her. She has a heart of gold. She loves helping others. And she always thinks of others before herself. My sweet Millie Jo ❤️
  • 17 years together ... 11 years married ... 4 babes ... find you a man who will dance in the kitchen with you & keeps you laughing! 🥰 • • Duck the Halls from the Robertson family is always playing in our house during this time of year! Our kiddos LOVE it .. except they aren’t here tonight ... so who REALLY loves it here?!? 🤣🤷🏼‍♀️ [I do not own the rights to this music]
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    17 years together ... 11 years married ... 4 babes ... find you a man who will dance in the kitchen with you & keeps you laughing! 🥰 • • Duck the Halls from the Robertson family is always playing in our house during this time of year! Our kiddos LOVE it .. except they aren’t here tonight ... so who REALLY loves it here?!? 🤣🤷🏼‍♀️ [I do not own the rights to this music]
  • Happy F R I D A Y!! I wore this sweater yesterday & the first thing Dan said when he saw me was “Well don’t you look like you just walked out of a Hallmark Christmas movie.” 🎄😂 He’s kinda right though & I’m here for it!! ... psssst, do you see that cute little photo bomber?! • • • What @hallmarkchannel Christmas movie is your favorite?!? Dan & I have been staying up WAY too late every night watching them after the babes go to bed & aren’t mad about it!
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    Happy F R I D A Y!! I wore this sweater yesterday & the first thing Dan said when he saw me was “Well don’t you look like you just walked out of a Hallmark Christmas movie.” 🎄😂 He’s kinda right though & I’m here for it!! ... psssst, do you see that cute little photo bomber?! • • • What @hallmarkchannel Christmas movie is your favorite?!? Dan & I have been staying up WAY too late every night watching them after the babes go to bed & aren’t mad about it!
  • Fear, worry, anxious, scared. Those are just a few of the words that described how I felt during my pregnancy after my miscarriage. Most of the time, when a woman gets pregnant, she is over the moon excited.  I know, I've been there three times before ... nothing could steal that joy from me.  Or at least I thought.  I never dreamed a different emotion could take the place of that feeling. Until I had a miscarriage. Pregnancy after miscarriage ... It's hard. It literally steals the joy and innocence right away from pregnancy. I remember having feelings of "what if I lose this baby too? What if I have to tell my children that another baby went to Heaven?  Can my heart take that heartache again?" For weeks & weeks when I would go to the bathroom I would be afraid to wipe because I just knew there would be blood. One evening, I sat my hubby down & explained to him the thoughts that were going on in my head about losing this baby.  I remember crying, pouring my heart out & telling him that I was terrified to get too attached to this baby because I just knew how fast he/she could be taken away from me. Would these feelings ever go away?!? Would I ever be able to get attached to this precious baby that God has blessed us with?  What if I fall in love with this baby like I do every pregnancy & it gets taken away from me?  Would I go throughout my entire pregnancy being fearful? The hard, honest truth? I was still fearful months and months AFTER our rainbow baby was born. I spent many nights awake making sure she was still breathing. The anxiety my miscarriage gave me stole the sweetness of those sleepless newborn days. “Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” Isaiah 41:10 I needed those words of truth & maybe tonight, you do too. My fear will not stop anything from happening. I wish I would've handed my pregnancy over to God at the very beginning.  Not held onto it just in case He needed "my help."  Clearly that's not how He works.  He wants us to trust Him completely. [Continued in comments]
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    Fear, worry, anxious, scared. Those are just a few of the words that described how I felt during my pregnancy after my miscarriage. Most of the time, when a woman gets pregnant, she is over the moon excited.  I know, I've been there three times before ... nothing could steal that joy from me.  Or at least I thought.  I never dreamed a different emotion could take the place of that feeling. Until I had a miscarriage. Pregnancy after miscarriage ... It's hard. It literally steals the joy and innocence right away from pregnancy. I remember having feelings of "what if I lose this baby too? What if I have to tell my children that another baby went to Heaven?  Can my heart take that heartache again?" For weeks & weeks when I would go to the bathroom I would be afraid to wipe because I just knew there would be blood. One evening, I sat my hubby down & explained to him the thoughts that were going on in my head about losing this baby.  I remember crying, pouring my heart out & telling him that I was terrified to get too attached to this baby because I just knew how fast he/she could be taken away from me. Would these feelings ever go away?!? Would I ever be able to get attached to this precious baby that God has blessed us with?  What if I fall in love with this baby like I do every pregnancy & it gets taken away from me?  Would I go throughout my entire pregnancy being fearful? The hard, honest truth? I was still fearful months and months AFTER our rainbow baby was born. I spent many nights awake making sure she was still breathing. The anxiety my miscarriage gave me stole the sweetness of those sleepless newborn days. “Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” Isaiah 41:10 I needed those words of truth & maybe tonight, you do too. My fear will not stop anything from happening. I wish I would've handed my pregnancy over to God at the very beginning.  Not held onto it just in case He needed "my help."  Clearly that's not how He works.  He wants us to trust Him completely. [Continued in comments]