When the addiction kills tour ended I had came off what appeared to be the most successful tour of my life. So many people came out and seen the show across the country. Places 30 people showed up to our previous tour we had hundreds show up. Financially it was the worst of my life though , And that wasn't easy because the tour before that cost us almost 30k to do. (When we open these big tours like the Yela and ICP tour and Cypress tour , we get paid like anywhere from 300-500 a night - it cost 1500 a day tour crew management etc to do lol) I was counting on Addiction Kills Tour to balance out my life. Even planned on buying a car afterwards (I still don't own one smh) - because of multiple bad business decisions I made (the biggest one being getting the worst bus and bus deal in Nashville history) ended up making the tour pretty much a complete wash. And the problem is by the amount of success that was coming in and me never really having shit before I was digging myself into a bottomless pit of a financial hole in my personal life. I came home from tour to a house I couldn't afford with more bills than money. I was losing it all again, and deserved too, what a selfish narcissistic piece of shit I had turned into. I couldn't see the Forrest for the trees. The bad decisions didn't stop there, I hated everyone and blamed everyone but myself for the situation I ended up in. And in a rage I lost some people that meant a lot to me . People I thought would be in my life the rest of my life. Admittedly it was some of my own wrong doing that lead to this departure , but for family I felt it wasn't something that couldnt * have been changed cleared and rectified. They felt different . Understandably these people in a emotional rage themselves feeling betrayed by the man they had dedicated year(s) of their life to---- PLEASE GO TO Facebook.com/therealjellyroll for the rest of this -- it's important to me to get this out of my spirit. It speaks on my future music , touring and other things -- most painfully honest shit I wrote in a long time
God Is Good, as long as I can share the stories of those who share the same pain I'll always be ok. Therapeutic , no other way to describe it. This place has always been a confessional booth for me. This next chapter is about to be insane. 💰💰💰💰 holler at us. @imalexanderking @thomastonermusic
This video was taken at the Gathering of the Juggalos years ago when they had it at Cave in Rock Illinois. right after this he chugged on some crown royal and literally fucking crowd surfed --- no fucking lie . This is one of the greatest men I've ever had the pleasure of knowing. He would've been 26 years old day had some coward bitch not taken his life. Today we celebrated for him, the whole city showed up. Today will always be Mondo Day for us now.
Fatherhood has completely changed the way I think of everything in my life. And I'll be honest enough to admit it wasn't until I got thrown into being a full time dad rather unexpectedly that I really started to understand that parenting is truly the Cream of Life --- Bailee started 4th grade this week and when we walked down the hallways all I could think about is all the fathers in the world -- and realizing that we are the example in which our sons will want to be and the example of what our daughters should look for. To all my daddy's out there , step up and be a father. Step up and challenge yourself ,I haven't been the best at it ,,,, but lord knows I'm getting better every day . And I love this little girl more than anything on the planet earth. I'm so lucky to get to be her Pops. Special thank you to my wife , she stepped up on a major way, she literally handled everything for my daughter this school year. It seems like just yesterday we was shopping for last years shit together , now this year the ladies did it with out me.
It's been a year today since you passed family , your name come up in my house all the time still. BANNA we love miss you more than ever -- Crash Out Forever My guy- - I put that on everything I'm going to make that shit pop for us family- #CrashOutCrew coming soooon! Tell Mondo we going to be celebrating his birthday and Life this month. I check his IG once a week like he going to post something from up there 😥- @_allprofit_ @hellrellmg #FamilyForever
Happy G Day young Fly-- had to post this picture with your brother in it since his birthday right around the corner. Your the youngest pioneer I ever met. You changed the culture of Antioch and how people rock with your generation -- no one can tell me otherwise I seen it myself -- love you G @whofonzo
Her Love Roared louder than his demons. @xomgitsbunnie
Love is a beautiful thing , so blessed to have been a part of such a important day with y'all. @redkandi0224 @773chizzle1 @xomgitsbunnie
The moment that your with your best friend @xomgitsbunnie walking down the aisle to be a part of one of your other best friends wedding! Man what a blesssed day Congrats @773chizzle1