No news is good news... everyone's lives look so amazing and just wonderful and then the bombs drop.. bad news after yesterday's blood tests and GTT but I can't really talk about it right now. Just feeling super deflated and just about ready to give up. #ttcsucks #givinguphope #itsallover #imsooverthisshit #imnotevergoingtobepregnant #givingupisnoteasy #justsooverit #nothingisevergoodenough
Look at this cutie, 2 months old and stealing hearts everywhere!! I can't believe how much this little one has captivated me. Love you my darling Miss Zahra! #zahraanne #auntynaeisthebest #auntynae #pinklady #pinkbaby #niece #aunty
Currently posting this without glasses while at the hairdressers... how did I go? Anyone that is pregnant, been pregnant or trying to conceive would know my disgust this morning when I had to do full bloods, chromosome testing and fasting glucose testing.. this little bottle of sugary goodness burnt my throat the whole way down.. also fishing for veins three times in two hours was not a fun experience.. let's hope this round of bloods gives us some answers! #ttc #tryingtoconceive #fastingglucosetest #fastingglucose #bloodtests #likeapincushion #babynumberone #babybowell #hopingforanswers
Not a bad place for a walk... every afternoon I don't work, I'll be walking around the lake at Coomera/Oxenford (every suburb claims it). It's a great 45 minute walking track with hills and it's just awesome!! It's such a great end to my afternoons!! #exercise #lakewalk #healthy #fit #fertilityfitness #fertilityfit #gettingreadyforivf #ivf
One day soon you will have a cousin to play with... #babysitting #zahraanne #loveyou
Some days are good, some not so good. I am blessed that today is a good day with visits from my nephew and niece and early exercise sessions!! The last two days however have not been so fortunate. My head is trying to come to terms with the inevitable future, brought closer to reality with a visit to our new Fertility Specialist (FS) on Monday.. basically IVF is the route that he believes will be most successful for us! I have never been down with this but with wanting to be pregnant by the end of the year I have no choice. The next three months will be focused on getting healthy, losing weight and being the best person I can be!! Still trying naturally for a baby but if nothing happens in three months we will start with IVF! Scary but also a little exciting now that I have pushed through the upset and feeling of failure. Everyone says you are not a failure, but that doesn't stop women like me feeling they are a failure.. it is what it is.. it is the solutions we find to overcome our failures that makes us winners and I really feel I am in the right track to my goal by the end of the year!! #infertility #infertilitysucks #endometriosis #ttc #tryingtoconceive #babynumberone #baby #iwantababy #ivf #healthy #holistic #exercise #youcandoit #failure #fertilityfailure #winner
The price of being healthy, the price of trying to have a little one of your own.. I thought it was tough when I was having 7 tablets a day.... now we have this beautiful cocktail every morning! The only difference is, this is all 100% natural!! I feel so much better and healthier and although I'm pretty sure I'm not pregnant this month, the way these vitamins and herbs, a healthy diet and regular exercise are making me feel is amazing!! From now on there will be no more scrapbooking on this instaccount and it will go back to my personal account as well as my trying to conceive journey!! I hope you will all stick along and support my constant struggles to try and have a child. #ttc #holistichealth #holisticnutrition #holistic #herbs #vitamins #healthy #tryingtoconceive #babynumberone #exercise #diet #lifestyle
Yes! This is happening! A little earlier than usual but my yearly destash is happening THIS WEDNESDAY!! A heap of goodies, including some I have never even used!! You don't want to miss out and yes I will post internationally!! Jump over to the HND Creatives Facebook page to find the event link!! Can't wait to see you there!!