This is me, sometimes I have something to say and other times zero words and I don't feel like posting anything, this happens when life gets a bit more chaotic and busy. Since I got back from Amsterdam I've been working on putting my life back together: I've been looking for a place (permanent this time), went back to my yoga and gym training and shooting! I'm enjoying more and more being in one place and having a routine! This shot is from a family shoot I did in Amsterdam recently, I lovvve these three little brothers, they couldn't be any cuter ♥️
So where to start, words are not coming to me easily, I just said goodbye to my friend Yulie @yulienick at the airport and tears are still going strong. This is the hardest caption I have ever written. I'll start from the beginning.. At the end of November the contract of my apartment ended and I found myself at a bivio: to look, again, for another apartment in Amsterdam, and waste again money on a crazy rent, or consider to move back to Italy. I was honestly exhausted from moving million times, buying stuff, selling stuff, I was mentally not ready for that, and I really wanted a place that was only mine, that was not possible. I started questioning myself on what I really wanted, would I ever lived forever far away from my family, my friends, in a county that was not mine? So I took two months off to travel and figure out my feelings. When I got back from Asia I was paralyzed, I felt like I had no place to go, no place I could call home, constantly thinking of what I would have missed from Amsterdam. Amstrada gave me everything, I started a business out of nowhere, I was broke, I didn't know anyone, but I didn't care, I had a vision, a dream and I fought for it. In Amsterdam I had the craziest and most intense 4years of my life , I become my real self , I worked with amazing people , I made life time friendships , I struggled , I loved, I cried, I tried, felt and raised again. What I'm trying to say is that I'm moving my base back to Italy, Venice. But I'm actually going to have two bases , one permanent in Italy and another one whenever I have work in Holland, I've been working so hard that I don't want to loose what I've been fighting for. Amstersm will always be my second home, and first real love, things are going to be a little bit different but still the same. So it's just a see you soon, actually in June for my wedding season. ✨
I mean, isn't it the best ceremony location? Planning @mooi_toscane 🙏🏻
One of my favourite bouquets by @edeniquefloraldesign, minimal yet outstanding, for modern birdes.
Rotterdam wedding 🖤
Woke up in my Amsterdam this morning, and it feels so good 😌the rain, the cold, the cloudy sky, I missed you 🖤